Even though you disappoint me more often than you don’t. Even though you haven’t been the most supportive and should’ve been there for me. I can’t help but still have feelings for you, even after all the hurt you’ve caused me. I want more than anything for this to work between us; I wanna be with you and I want to be a family. Everything is uncertain right now but do you really not feel anything for me after all this time? It just hurts. It always hurts.

killingiiit:

know what I hate? When you try really hard with a person and they just don’t fucking see it. Whether it’s a friend, significant other, parent, etc…. like u could literally rip ur heart out of your chest, give them ur last breath, AND cut a limb off for them, but it goes unnoticed. it’s the fact that I care about people that do not give a shit about me. My heart is too big and that shit’s the worst.

(via awfully-fond)

I just feel so depressed and alone. I get fooled into believing things are good and gonna be okay, then reality smacks me in the face.